GRRR .. im too lazy to update ..  lol .. heres a poem i wrote todai ..
i went partying dis weekend finally .. on friday i chilled wid tom, monique, clarissa n dale and yeah we went to dis one and left at around 1 .. den on saturday my homegirl jessica threw one and i met david and jose .. alot of kofa ppl went and i neva seen em around so yeah it was koo meeting new ppl .. sammy went for a lil while so i got to see her and matt again. i guess im gonna chill wid em dis comin weekend again and go to a party so that will be fun. but yeah tha love life .. no boyfriend .. im still workin on that but i aint trying too hard. dis poem is for you know who ..

"IT STILL HURTS"

I'm still here alone waiting for your return,
I've given up on evreything, my hopes are all burnt
I'm so weak without you bay, it hurts so bad inside,
I'v having break-downs again, now you know I cry
Baby please listen, don't let me shed another tear,
Just let me know you care and you'll always be here
I'm still stuck on you I can't look at other guys,
None of them catch me you're the only one in my eyes
I don't think you understand how bad I still miss you,
Even thought i say dumb things you should know they aint true
I'm just jealous that she has you when we made a GREAT PAIR,
I couldn't stand to see you love her cuz it just aint fair
Now I'm just another grain of sand on the beach,
And she's the pretty seashell out for you to reach
You'll never notice me again even though i've been tyring so hard,
I'll never hear you say "i love you" again or sing with your guitar
Yes, I AM the one callin` and hangin` up just to hear you say "hello"
I know our relationship is weak now but I promise it`ll grow
Baby let me be the one, come and embrace me again,
I promise to be good to you as your lover and friend
I don't wanna let go of you and have us over and done with,
You're what i NEED, no ones gonna ever love you like I did
Please don't throw away all of what we've been through,
I just want you to repeat the words back to me, "I Love You."

-Keely Misemer <3

me n david .. jan 15th `05

me and adrian <3 .. jan 14th `05

me tom and monique @ JACK IN THA BOX 01.14.05

monique clarissa n kiwi @ a party 01.14.05

victor bonbon angel eddie n kiwi @ jessz party 01.15.05

..Yuma Life..

heyy my loves..

yes yes i know.. (( wutta MIRACLE )) omg keely is *updating her xanga?!.. no way.. yess.. kinda feel like doing something.. not int he mood to finish my essay for english.. blehh..

well new in yuma.. nothing much man.. went to a kick bacc att he barracks on friday. mom n dad let me sleep at aleshas house.. told our rents we were going to the movies with her auntie (who is 17).. shes tyte as hell man.. i love her aunt.. her names michelle.. and yeahh she took us onbase wid queena.  michelle is dating a marine thats i think 18 or 19.. but shes 17 so yeah no big different.. queena is with X.. hes 18?.. not sure.. but hes not a marine.. nahh.. and yeahh then there was me, alesha.. carlos.. city.. and marlon. it was fun.. went back to aleshas at around midnight because we had to pick up her lil sister at Vibes. -- it was fun when we went to michelle's house tho.. shes all trynna makeme and alesha look older.. ha ha let me wear her boots n shit.. lol ti was fun.. greaat nite.. bout the only nite i did something besides when me and sheila went to eat dinner at her neighbors house last nite. then we just went to her house and chilled there for a few hours.

went to the new mall today after breakfast with sheilas family.. ITS SOOO NIICE.. talked to rob ont he phone for a while todai too.. havent talkt oh im for like.. 4 months?!.. damnnn.. well yeahh we got hot topic ne rything man.. claires.. aughhh this is YUMA.. HA HA azmazing isnt it?..

**well thats about it on my 4-day weekend.. went to bball practice on firday morning.. oh yeahh i forgot to tell you.. "KEELYS BALLIN".... HA HA yeahh its great man.. i love it!!.. nice to try something new. this was my first yr doing volleyball too so yeahh its been great doing sports. im learning alot and i wanna keep doing it.

the "love life".. ha ha dont make me laugh?.. i dont need a boy.. mess with their minds.. mess with their feelings.. its fun. sergio can lick it. okay this happened like last week but how bout me and sheila r talking to him ont he fone and hes like "keely do u think u can gimme another chance?".. ohh right away i was like "no" and then he was like whyy.. i said "sergio we ca be friends.. ill kick it with u but im never going bak out with you.. u cheating on me.." and then he was liek aiight.. blahh blahh he got off and me n sheila were talking and shes like aww whyd u say no im like u know whya nd shes likew ell he could change. so yeah keely put that to mind.. next day at school i  walk upt o him.. "did u really mean wut u said last nite? and he nodded his head.."yeah.." soim like ohh okayy. well keely has giving sergio a nother chance IN MIND.. not gonna go bak out with him but give him a chance to prove himself and see if hes worthwile.. NO NO NO.. i find out hes trynnaget with DEZIREA NOW.. please tell that "PIMMP SOCIETY GANGSTER" that he needs to stop playin.. geez hes worst than me ha ha..yeah but enuff about him. i don care about him. yeah well me and walter have been talking alot.. hs been calling me here n there.. ive been calling him.. hes kool.. didnt change a bit. mm.. yeahh.. soo.. ill let it all flow.. im not in a rush to find someone. too soon for serious shyt anyways.. my mind is still hooked on  my guamanian pinhead.. ha ha

tOmToM.. where the fucc are you?.. havent talked to u in a min... talked to u online but call me!!.. ughh feels like we're strangers.. LOVE YOU STILL.. sheila does too=]

one last thing.. to shae.. I MISS YOU BABYGIRL.. rest in peace.. its been about 10 months since you've been gone.. jes want you to know that i still think about u.. i still wear pink on the 19th of every month and i love you ro death. *MUAHH

love always..
LiL CHiNA DOLL

K i Wii-cH a N

B O NN i E

.. damn.. i cant fit the rest of my nicknames.. LOL..

**some new pix.. enjoy!!

our new home being built.. ha ha isnt it lovely?

me and tony @ a game

me and sheila in mexico

ha ha.. thanx sheila

autie zimar(sheila mom).. mommy tai tai n me this morning

me and zuri on "gender bender day"

love you too cece=]

its been over a mutha fuckan month.. LOL forget bout my postin here on xanga man.. if i ever do again.. its gonna be a mutha fuckan miracle!!.. yess WILL.. it RUNS IN THA FAM.. lol im too LAZY to post.. lol.. havrnt felt like it lately.. losts of shyt happening too.. dont feel like tellin myself about it lol. well to tha ppl who have come here and left something in my chatterbox.. I LOVE U AND THANK U AND I MISS U.. sry i havent done a reply.. i try n try but it wont post!!.. grrr.. soo ill keep trying til it works!!..

ANYWAYS.. to "el familio killa".. leave my fam outta this aiight.. dont lie n say it wasnt u wen i bring this shyt up cuz i know it is.. if u wanna play anonymous.. WE CAN PLAY ANONYMOUS.. til then dont fuccen mess wid me or my fam.. GOT THAT?!..

NEXT SUBJECT.. wut has kiwi been doing.. well i have a MYSPACE.. and ive been hooked on that so yeah.. find me and im on it like eryday. but lately ive been chillen wid sheila n tom.. chilled wid tom earlier todai.. he picked me up from school n we stopped by jack in the box to get food then went to his house.. i got sum pix from that so enjoy!!.. hmm wut else.. yeahh our volleyball season is over.. and im gonna try out for basketball. blah blah blah im done.. too tired.. heres recent pix.. gotta love it.. 1

LUV ALWYAYZ,

K i Wii-cH a N

. .[ LAFAMILIA]. .

tOmToM n Me todaii..

me n chel`s goin to a football game

me n jarom

KIWI & KIWI.. lol his nickname is kiwi!!=]

andrea kiwi n jacque

HOLA!!.. ha ha been a while.. ahh im too lazy to post but yeahh i dont feel like doing homework so yepp here i am..

Sergio (my ex) is messed up.. ha ha.. yesterday he came to skool wit like 4 hickeyz on his neck.. and after skool i was like wussup wit those..  n he said ohh my girlfriend i was like hah which one.. he sed i only have one.. she goes to yuma.. i was like das kool have fun.. and then he was like nah its not like that.. im not gonna cheat on her i like her alot i was like RYTE and he was like nahh ferreal i like her. i was like okai so den wut wuz i? a sand bucket?!.. that lil fucc nugget.. ha ha but i wont care cuz hes a loser.. and u know we're kool n erything cuz yeah im nice like that H AHA but todai during P.E. he waslike u talk to salvador? i was like no he hasnt called n he was like hes koo u shud hook up wid him.. i was like hell no hes ur friend.. sergio was like wus wrong wid dat? i was like UR A PLAYER... hes a PLAYER cuz hes ur boy.. and den he was like naww i was liek yeahhhh.. and then i was like u all r fuccen players man and he sed nahh i was like ur ryte.. ur a SLUT and den he nodded his head  n laughed and i laughed.. den was like no, thats not a good thing. friggin pothead..

manuel got in a fiht yesterday.. some dude was doggin him so he pushed him den the other guy socked him on the nose and then dey started throwin punches.. buncha retards if u ask me..

im a DUMBASS.. ha ha how bout i left my cellfone on the benches OUTSIDE of the gym after practice?..  arghhh thanx god for elena.. she saw it and she sed she'll give it to me tomorrow ha ha but yeah im a dumbo..

OKAY im a changed person now.. ha ha i dont know how many times ive said that but yeahhh ive gone sober. i havent done any of that shyt since april.. and i think thats wut hurt my grades at tha end of the yr last yr.. i mean yeah dey were still A's B's n C's but its high school now n my grades fuccen count now.. i mean yeah ill have a drink here n there may be at a party or sumthin once in a while but not like krazie ery weekend like back in oki. n my lungs r gonna be virgin.. i havent smoked in a while n i plan to keep it that way.. im settin aside that bumbo shyt cuz im doing sports and school n sports are my first priorities.. other than friends but yeah im talkin bout shit that gets me somewhere. im thru wit tha stealing n badboy crap.. that stuff dont get me no where in life.. ive learned my lessons from erything n im making good improvements. so bye bye free stuff from stores.. bye bye ditching class and bye bye mr. box of marlboro (OKI STYLE)..
okayy okayy i didnt say bye bye to sneaking out DID I?!..

more creations:

R.I.P. Kashae.. 8 months babygirl i miss u

U GOTTA LOVE US MAN.. =]

Heaven's Finest angel.. my shae luv..

okaii im out.. gonna go finsh up some homework cuz yeah that thing i said about priorities lol..

love always,
K i Wii-cH a N
"LA FAMiLiA"

CHiNA DOLL ^.^

who the FUCC is Salvador?!.. LOL.. okaii how about im at sheilas house on friday night talking to Walter on my cell and then some one calls in on the other line.. haha not that wasnt the suprise.. but dis guy is like sup gurl.. im like whos dis.. and hes like uhh.. salvador.. im like do i know u?. .and hes like uhh.. noo.. i was like how u get my number? then he said uhh... my homeboy gave it to me.. he said u was cute.. i said ohh.. whos ur friend?.. he was like uhh.. shiit.. uhh.. whats his name.. uhh.. i was like u dont know ur own boiz name.. and he was like uhh.. oh yeah.. boy gave me ur number.. i was like blah blah blah (IM GONNA KILL SERGIO).. yeah then blah blahh. so then todai he calls me and like whassup gurl im like whos dis.. and hes like salvador.. wut u doin tonight.. i was like nuttin.. he sed u wanna kick it.. i was like no its a school nite (shit i need some excuse!) and then he said its a school night?.. i always go out on school nights i was like thats nice. blah blah call me later cuz im busy blah blah.. UGHHH LEAVE ME ALONE DAMNIT im gonns KILL sergio.. shiit does he feel bad for me or sumthin?.. i dont need that TYPE of guy in my way right now.. not that piece of shit. i can picture wut that fool looks like. bald head, baggy pants with a hat tilited up off the tip of his head.. sitting on his porch wit a blunt in his mouth. THOSE BOYS R A WASTE OF TIME

walter.. what about walter.. i dont think ive metioned him yet. well me n him was chillen together at the football game on friday nite.. yeah we was kinda how do i say... "close".. yeah and then i talked to him again on the fone last night and he asked me who i liked. i aint gonna front.. i told him straight up.. YOU.. and then he said ferrealz.. got a call on the other line and then got back on the fone wit me and was like well i kinda like u too. haha thats good to hear. but iunno if im lookin for a relationship or not wit him. hes in 8th grade and so far ive only seen him on weekends.. ive never really dated anyone younger than me.. so ill just see what dis brings instead of jumping forward.

HAHA.. it was great on friday man.. albert saw me wit walter.. GRAAAA-ET MAN!!.. haha.. erytime like i was alone and passed by albert he'd be like hey youu.. trynna all act on.. i was likehi.. HAHA man i felt good.. Sa-weet get backs!!.. (i know dis part didnt make sense.. but sheila knows wut im talking about).. its a long story haha

well im gona go.. kinda upset at my rents cuz they wont lemme go to sheilas house again wen ive been a GOOD ass girl lately.. i havent dis respected them at all n now my moms trippin over nuttin.. i cant even pierce my own fukken cartlige on MY ear.. okaii now and how bout just LAST night shes all gimme a hugg i lovee u andim like i love u too and shes like im glad how wen u asked if u can do things and if  we say no u take it good instead of argue. im like yeahh well i changed and ive known how to respect my parents. UGH how the fuck do u want me to react wen i cant do SHIT after HANGING out with YOU MOM ALL FUCKING DAY.. she says i dont spent enuff time wit her.. was i not with her everynite for dinner.. i was with her all day yesterday at fucking HOME and fucking day TODAY and she tells me i need to spend more time with them. i know i have it good but i think i spend enuff time with them

well heres a pic of me and walter when we first met like 2 weeks ago=)..

luv always,
K i Wii-cH a N
"LA FAMILIA